I can't anymore, just can't

martes, 14 de mayo de 2013

The water is calm now

I'm crying. I don't know. It's the medication? I've been taking it for like a month, but I'm two months clean! I mean that I haven't throw up my meals, I haven't cut my skin, I AM TWO MONTHS AND A HALF CLEAN. It's the medication? Because even if I feel like crap and I feel like I want to die, I'm fine! I think I might be a little happy right now. But I'm so so afraid, because I know that the darkness will come soon. 

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